Wow...
Looking back on it, I was such a monster.
First, I'd like to start off by saying that I've abandoned what used to be me. I've found a reason to do my best and enjoy life.
I've been lifted out of the hole I had been shoved in long ago.
I am at peace with myself, and I owe it all to someone very special.
Secondly...I'd like to apologize. To all of you.
To the innocent one who became a victim of my violence, I am so sorry.
You got caught in the crosshairs of the silent war between me and another, and I apologize you got caught up in this. You are a wonderful person who will make someone really happy, and I wish you nothing but happiness in your life.
To the one on the opposite side of the ring...
We've battled many battles.
We've almost killed each other.
We've stolen each other's sanity.
There's no need for this fighting anymore though
I was saved by love, even though I tried to keep love away.
I hope you can read this with a light heart, and move on as well.
I think it is better this way, after all the pain we brought upon each other.
Good luck with your life,and I'm sure you'll grow up to do something great.
And now...for the last part...to someone special...
I thank you for everything. For the longest time, I thought love was a made up thing only real in fairy tales and novels, and then you came along. You showed me how to live.
You showed me that it is possible to truly love someone and be loved back.
You carried me out of the abyss...
You let me know that Im not alone in any of my situations, and that all my suffering wasnt for nothing.
If I had to, I'd suffer all again just to meet you. I truly and deeply love you with all of my heart.
And that as they say, is that.
