Hmm....
You know, it doesn't have to end like this.
I don't want it to. I want to support you and be there for you.
You do have a purpose.
I do depend you.
And theories have been disproven, thanks to the one who saved me.
I'm alive again. I've been reborn. It's great, and I'm so happy.
I just want everyone else around me to be happy, including you.
I was such a monster back then. Someone saved me from myself though, and put me at peace. I can finally relax.
I'm here for you, all of my friends. Thanks for all of your love and support.
Now that I've finally met the one who saves me...
I can finally repay all of you.
Wow...
Looking back on it, I was such a monster.
First, I'd like to start off by saying that I've abandoned what used to be me. I've found a reason to do my best and enjoy life.
I've been lifted out of the hole I had been shoved in long ago.
I am at peace with myself, and I owe it all to someone very special.
Secondly...I'd like to apologize. To all of you.
To the innocent one who became a victim of my violence, I am so sorry.
You got caught in the crosshairs of the silent war between me and another, and I apologize you got caught up in this. You are a wonderful person who will make someone really happy, and I wish you nothing but happiness in your life.
To the one on the opposite side of the ring...
We've battled many battles.
We've almost killed each other.
We've stolen each other's sanity.
There's no need for this fighting anymore though
I was saved by love, even though I tried to keep love away.
I hope you can read this with a light heart, and move on as well.
I think it is better this way, after all the pain we brought upon each other.
Good luck with your life,and I'm sure you'll grow up to do something great.
And now...for the last part...to someone special...
I thank you for everything. For the longest time, I thought love was a made up thing only real in fairy tales and novels, and then you came along. You showed me how to live.
You showed me that it is possible to truly love someone and be loved back.
You carried me out of the abyss...
You let me know that Im not alone in any of my situations, and that all my suffering wasnt for nothing.
If I had to, I'd suffer all again just to meet you. I truly and deeply love you with all of my heart.
And that as they say, is that.
Let's see...
Cartharsis time.
I REALLY embarrassed myself over the weekend, and I want to smack myself for it.
What's done is done though eh?
Anyway, Orientation was great.
Too bad I couldn't stay for summer school.
I'm kind of nervous about next year...but at the same time excited.
I can't make the same mistakes I made here, though I already am starting to, and school hasn't even started.
I have to stop this and gain back control.
It is funny, really. The hardest thing to control in my life is myself.
