Today was an okay day.
I dont know what I should do.
child of the sunIt started out ok. Everything was fine. I was happy. In Health we took a bitchy test and in physics we started sound and light by playing with tuning forks.
In English we talked about pie orgies. Christa is very knowledgeable about these.
Pre Cal was fun as usual.
World history we read a document about black liberators.
American History. What do you think? Nothing.
changing with the sky
sakura shy
december clouds cryI cant shake off that feeling that that old man is controlling who is important and who is not. Its like if you dont succeed in his class, you suck at life.
And of course, I dont succeed.
I mean I dont do bad, but compared to everyone else, I do terrible.
So once again, my inferiority is proven.
illuminous light illuminate me
play me a symphony
dance with meI dim out as usual. I become cut so to speak, and bleed all over the place.
I cant help it if I am hated.
I dont know.
After school, I didn't know what to say. I knew that if I spoke, I would speak terrible things, so I felt it would better to be quiet than say anything at all.
child of the moon
changing with the tide
up and down
the seashore sidestyle="font-style:italic;">So I was pretty much depressed the rest of the day.
I took a long walk.
I dont understand whats so good
about being me
Im inferior
im not good enough
And I never will be.
