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I'm starting to do this whole post music with blog thing so that all of you will know my state of mind better at the time of the post. The music I am listening to at the moment I am writing heavily affects what I say, so maybe this will help you all better understand me.
The song I am listening to right now is called a little pain, and it was written and composed by Olivia Lufkin. If you would like to hear it, I posted it here.
Last night was a nice night.
Even though I realized just how soon we will be torn apart from each other.
You let me hold you.
You let me know you're there.
Even though you wouldnt hold me back, I still felt your presence. You told me there was no need to worry, but I cannot imagine not having you there.
I really do love you.
For who you are.
I love you because you know me better than anyone else.
I love you because you are like me.
I love you because you are everything I've dreamed of.
Even if you dont feel the same, its ok.
I know youll always be there for me, and I'll always be there for you.
And I know one day youll find someone else, who youll truly and deeply love, and youll start a family, and forget about me.
But you'll be engraved in my mind as the first person I truly had feelings for.
The person I truly knew inside and out, and the person who truly could read my soul.
I really wish we wouldnt have to leave each other like this soon.
I hope you have the best and most happiest life possible.
I wish you nothing but the best
and if you ever get tired of flapping your wings, then you can come to me, wherever I may be, and I'll help you.
Its funny too.
People talk, you know?
About you, and you dont care what they say.
People can be so cruel.
But I'll always be here, waiting for you.
And no matter what the future brings, I'll never forget you.
So lets these few months we have left count.
